went to bed last night in jockstrap, wrist and ankle restraints and a chain around my neck...slept like a baby!!!!
spending the day in the same and can't help but feel great about it...why does it feel so appropriate for me to be in jock, restraints and a chain? maybe because i'm a leatherboy?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
9/27/2010
spent the day at the beach with a friend...got home, showered, and put on a jockstrap
i love being a boy in just a jock, it's so comfortable and makes me feel like a real boy...now i'm just waiting to get my jock all sweaty....mmmmm sweaty jockstrap, almost as nice as getting a good long whiff from Sirs shoes and boots
i love being a boy in just a jock, it's so comfortable and makes me feel like a real boy...now i'm just waiting to get my jock all sweaty....mmmmm sweaty jockstrap, almost as nice as getting a good long whiff from Sirs shoes and boots
Sunday, September 26, 2010
needs, expectations, desires
service: i would like to provide service to my Owner(s) that would make Him/Them happy and proud of me, whether it is domestic service or sexual service...i am ultimately looking to be owned and collared
sex: i enjoy providing sexual service, whether it's blowjob or getting fucked, and i would like to experience it often, but understand that not everyone is horny or needs to have His needs met when i am ready to...i also understand that a boy should not demand or request sex from a Sir...i also understand that a boy's orgasm is not the highest priority in sex
play: i like being played with often, and have only a few limits in this area...namely no scat, cross dressing, women or under 18, outside of that i am willing to negotiate or even trust in Sir(s) in guiding me in this area...i especially like bondage and boot worship
direction: i am seeking more direction in becoming a better boy...i've been a Dominant, and while it was enjoyable, it isn't for me...i'm a boy, and i like being a boy, but i need a firm hand guiding me to be the best i can...i have been uncollared and stray for 2 years now, and have been feeling a loss in my life, i have also been experiencing more depression with it
freedom: i do have a circle of friends and activities that i enjoy, and don't want to lose them, and would need the freedom to continue with them while still providing maximum service
sex: i enjoy providing sexual service, whether it's blowjob or getting fucked, and i would like to experience it often, but understand that not everyone is horny or needs to have His needs met when i am ready to...i also understand that a boy should not demand or request sex from a Sir...i also understand that a boy's orgasm is not the highest priority in sex
play: i like being played with often, and have only a few limits in this area...namely no scat, cross dressing, women or under 18, outside of that i am willing to negotiate or even trust in Sir(s) in guiding me in this area...i especially like bondage and boot worship
direction: i am seeking more direction in becoming a better boy...i've been a Dominant, and while it was enjoyable, it isn't for me...i'm a boy, and i like being a boy, but i need a firm hand guiding me to be the best i can...i have been uncollared and stray for 2 years now, and have been feeling a loss in my life, i have also been experiencing more depression with it
freedom: i do have a circle of friends and activities that i enjoy, and don't want to lose them, and would need the freedom to continue with them while still providing maximum service
9/26/2010
sometimes i feel like i'm being annoying to Sir Grant and Sir Richard, i don't mean to be , i'm just a very eager to please boy...it makes it even more difficult to tell online whether i'm doing what i'm supposed to be doing or just being a pain in the ass...i really don't want to fuck up this chance to serve, i like both Sirs, and want to please them...i just have one basic speed on that though
Saturday, September 25, 2010
9/25/2010
talked to Sir Richard online for a bit and thanked Him for letting me serve as a footrest the other day
i let him know how much i enjoyed providing that sort of service
notified Sir Grant i was setting up this blog
i let him know how much i enjoyed providing that sort of service
notified Sir Grant i was setting up this blog
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